Have you ever wanted to be more than what you are but no matter how hard you try nothing seems to work out? I've been looking for a job (at school) for forever now (Well actually just a month) and nothing is coming to me. I'm putting my faith in God though because I understand that the economy is down and places just aren't hiring like they used to. I know my time is coming and God has something GREAT in store for me.

On another note, I hate the way people think of me. I don't know how long it's going to take but I WILL change the way people look me. I am not some whorish ditsy party girl. I am a good intelligent christian girl who loves God, her family and herself.